KETCHUPALICIOUS

2009-12-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

*happy holiday*

2009-11-18T10:09:00.003+08:00

i think start to fucking hate blogging.

yesterday was fun and sucked.

finally i got drunk, still feeling alittle hanged over.

my mind is totally not working in class now.

and i think i m fucking dirty now.

i never wash my hair and there's bbq smell. F!

back then we bought freaking 2 big tubs of ben and jerry,

and we slurp it up totally in two days.

down go to the drain for babyy's run and i m pounding up.

i've not been going training for the last 2 sessions.

sch's PEP and play dough identity corporate design killed me,

sub keep telling me she wants personality for the brand,

but i just cant fucking get it till she gives lecture.

work is never gonna finish, though today is the presentation for pep,

the next work is the brochures and all, and it's never ending.

initially going for the congress design conference at suntec

its actually i good chance, but because of the 250 dollars and

the work load we are fucking facing, i back off from tat.

just saw ally's blog and the cupcakes are lovely!!

i'm really not doing anything now,

i'm fucking hungry and i dun feel like moving! lol.

ann and stan are surfing ffffound

genitals and johnny are playing shooting game.

johnny is howie lol. pls genitals~

mabel seriously focus in doing her work sia. =]

and i m fucking bloggyinnggG~~

i m going to eat now, fucking feel like vomitting if i dun eat!

everything starts with f is pronouns as fuck. =]

good day!

2009-11-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

i cant really speak, it's giving me ache.

i will be picky in food.

and i m hungry now.

home alone. =[

2009-10-27T22:38:00.001+08:00

it's always when u're away and i m sick.

and i m terribly uncomfortable now.

i cant do my work at all. it sucks.

2009-10-24T20:39:00.003+08:00

i bought drinks from police station at 12mn after training on thurs. And i think the policeman think i m weird. wad a sunny day at beach for competition today, i can hardly feel my legs now. and there goes more for tomorrow. i will be good girl tonight, sleep early. before i reached home just now, i saw a family of four,(kids) flagging cab. And here comes the cab, lallalaalallala. daddy opened the door for mommy and kids. and daddy went to store the bags in the boot. after daddy happily smile to the kids in the car. and the driver drove off, forgetting about the daddy! And daddy chased the car, lol. The driver really forgot about it, lol. should i laugh? feel sad? feel dangerous? lol. i dunt know! that's my story of the day!

god,heal my sprain.

good night

2009-10-19T19:12:00.004+08:00

im back to school and babyy left for wallaby.

it;s kinda of "something special" today cos we met new lecturer KAREN, being disturbed as KAREN O from yeah yeah yeahs. Nyway ms karen made us play musical chair in class and brought us to MACs for lesson. but kinda of bored by that too. projects attack again. meals at home.

AMEN.

2009-10-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

rezal not available

equals

no training

equals

earn money

equals

sunday wasted

equals

company my honeyboy!

2009-09-19T02:08:00.005+08:00

date check : 19 september 2009

time check : 2.23am

1. time flies, i didnt even realise it's saturday tmr.

2. i m coughing like fuck in the middle of the night.

3. i wanna go shopping tmr morning be4 i go beach.

4. i cant sleep now.

5. i dun wanna disturb mr brian.

6. i m coughing again.

7. he still have guards conversion course GCC tmr. it's SAT leh! =[

8. poor taylor swift, bastard kanye.

9. i m hungry now.

10. my throat hurts.

11. i m going novena tmr to see clothes.

12. thank you babyy for the memory pillow.

13. and you re using it now! =[

14. i wanna drink honey water!

15. i wan my 30 dollar cheque!

16. tmr i wanna eat xiao long bao.

17.i wanna buy crocs shoe!!

18. rong, ur blog update hao le mah?

19. yeah, i m going to grandma house this sun!

20. i bet daddy dun wanna go! =p

21. i m reading a fucking gay letter now, and it makes me puke!

22. i m fainting.

23. AMEN.

good night.

2009-09-16T15:12:00.004+08:00

WIDE OPEN SPACES - DIXIE CHICKS

Who doesn't know what I'm talking about
Who's never left home, who's never struck out
To find a dream and a life of their own
A place in the clouds, a foundation of stone

Many precede and many will follow
A young girl's dream no longer hollow
It takes the shape of a place out west
But what it holds for her, she hasn't yet guessed

[Chorus:]
She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes

She traveled this road as a child
Wide eyed and grinning, she never tired
But now she won't be coming back with the rest
If these are life's lessons, she'll take this test

[Repeat Chorus]
She knows the high stakes

As her folks drive away, her dad yells, "Check the oil!"
Mom stares out the window and says, "I'm leaving my girl"
She said, "It didn't seem like that long ago"
When she stood there and let her own folks know

[Repeat Chorus]
She knows the highest stakes
She knows the highest stakes
She knows the highest stakes
She knows the highest stakes

At the age of 8, in 1998

dixie chicks's album WIDE OPEN SPACES strikes.

this is the number one first n top favourite song in my life.

that's when i learnt wad's song.

i could just listen to this song in tat whole album the entire day

never get bored, lol

i was inspired by emily robison's banjo.

my beloved uncle milan influenced me!

u see him, u'll be shocked!

meet my uncle milan! =]

CON SHOP

2009-09-14T10:17:00.002+08:00

CHAPTER 1

am i conned?

i m happy that i spend only 40 bucks in total making myself happy. but i know myself i can get even cheaper. okay, but anyway, i did my nails classic french at 20 bucks. then tried waxing and hydration cleansing facial at 10 bucks each at this Jil Beauty at AMK branch. feel alittle conned, though it's actually quite a good deal when they keep psychoing me to get their package. They had a 5 session of hhydration facial at 300 dollars, meaning normal price for one facial is 60 bucks. yet they offer me a free 10 more session facial plus every trip a free eyebrow shaping. after she calculated for me, i've 15 session, each time a facial and eyebrow cost me 20 bucks. well, tat momemt i think it's quite a deal. so she asked me to place a half payment deposit, but i cant decide. i scare mummy and brian scold. so i left 50 bucks to on hold the package. wad's the deal now? i think i m conned. just afraid everytime i go, they would ask, wanna put mask? add oxygen cream? so on. add money! waste money! spend money again! but they say they cant refund the money for me, only change to something else. =[ my poor 50 bucks. manicure pedicure lo. =[ someone with better advice?

CHAPTER 2

tri factor series

the day before trifactor, was an early morning training for him. when coming home, he's messing around with the summon fatimah! he took his own sweet time hoping fatimah would leave the carpark, so he need not put COUPON! lol. then took a nap to store his energy for tmr's race. But still poor thing, i still forced him to go beach with me, my apology. after beach, was junior's tristan 1 year old birthday party. also we watch the austria ironman finsher dvd. really hope tat i could go with him for swiss ironman, but i've school =[ yet i've asia pacific too. anyway we slept early to prepare for the race! Me myself to support and to take picture but stupid things happened later. Read on. that night was warm and humid, so early morning woke up, i m still every sleepy. but have to wake up no matter wad. =] wanted to prepare umbrella in case rain, i m first to run. but forgot. lucky no rain. fetch maj lloyd and he psycho me to take part mini next year. hahha after his swim starts, my camera battery flat, wah, i felt so damn sian. really fucking stupid and sian. support maj lloyd's wave, and brian's men wiliis , changli and the damn late guy, quekquek. reason: tyre puncture. happen to see our SDN lecturer, erm, i dunno wad's his name, but some old man la, wear spects, teaching ID ceramic and some complementary studies one. he, so happened to be willis's father. hahah but i see the way he talked to me, like damn proud. anyway, babby did well in swim and bike, but ur run =[ time to train harder!! jiayou babyy!! well done guys!

CHAPTER 3

i m sick in a meals' time

after a bowl of stoned bimbiba, i m silent.

good night.

2009-09-06T22:02:00.002+08:00

i made people angry everyday.

yesterday lincoln and brian, and then coach.

gosh i dunno wad's tomorrow.

sis's not coming home tonight

chanting's down stairs microphones etc

its all gonna be home alone

wondering if my boy gets on facebook

if he remembers my http even if i deleted it

anyway, it's grafika time!

2009-08-25T09:39:00.003+08:00

i wan to feel great today! i beg for it pls.

hope some job shoot at me directly?

i did awesomely nothing yesterday

i spend my time visiting grandma,

but half of the day i felt sleepy n stared at the tv

some are just like me, or even earlier than me,

hahah, early morning FB already.

come on jobs! hunt me!

i wanna be a zombie! roar*

2009-08-21T17:44:00.004+08:00

Weeewooo!

holiday's starting from this second!

no projects anymore for this sem, not forever.

just pray that mr khee soon never calls.

it'a bad if he does.

one month of tchoukball free.

this sun it's back again, i guess stress is coming?

although my stress has just been relieved(proj)

i went back to bvb and it sucked.

my mental really sucked.

i picked up runnng

and i picked up 7km for first timer at NB last wed.

i m seriously,fickled minded.

it's whether i dun work at all,

or i will need to look for a part time job! =[

though i dun really feel like working.

but my time will move very slowly.

and i dun wanna work office formal wear one.

i dun wanna work as a promoter, i suck at that!

wad kind of job can i look out for?

anyone can look out for me??? text me!

thanks

2009-06-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

HARD SUMMER

i wanna go!

but...

2009-06-13T17:34:00.002+08:00

i think i quite stressed these days,

raise my anger and all sorts of nonsense,

i apologise for all these.

though it's holiday now, but there is still submittions.

and it's very irritating hearing tat,

i had to finish work early tat's due in july.

as i m going overseas.

meaning i got more work to do during the holidays.

it really made me feel not to go world games.

and really made me think tat i would fail my module in a row.

becos world games period is my presentation week,

as i cant present anything.

i reallly dunno wad to do. quite blank now.

but dun think i can back out now. too late.

2009-06-09T15:38:00.003+08:00

why is the world fucking so annoying!??!

why do things turn out so unprofessionally??

why are unprofessionalism exsiting?

why m i such loser?

why why?

did i made a wrong move at the start point?

it's never fair!

2009-05-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

had my night off at 4am yesterday.

overslept by like a few hours, woke up at 2pm, and realised tat i had to get my work done.

rush everything and go get my work printed, but i printed the fucking wrong size, and i m pissed.

art fren is freaking closed. like its so idiotic!! and i rush and rush. yet i m like an hour late for training.

i have alot of work to stress about, and how i wish sunday is totally free for me to do work.

maybe training cancelled? ahah how i wish..

and bye, i m gona do work, and i dunno wad time i m sleeping tonight again.

good night lord.

2009-05-19T16:00:00.008+08:00

i had diffculties uploading pictures again. these days, since 29 april, when my lovely came back from taiwan, we had been meeting reallly like EVERYDAY. till i can go crazy meeting him and in loved! haahahah haven been bloggin and all since that day i guess , hehehh. i've alot of project dealine coming and to stress about, and i'm really not doing my work! i m gonna be in dad meat soon. daddy is not giving me money on time, and i had little money these days. i was still wondering wad should i tell him when he forget to give me money again, but i dun wanna ask from my mother either. babyy suggestions? back then, went to philatelic museum and peranakan museum to explore and take picture, botanic garden for subrina project twice~ and yesterday to old school to view the dimension of design but closed, stupid me! but anyway need to go at go artfren to spend money and sunshine plaza to donate money already! and i m gong broke, =[ i have to save my food cost for those stuffs! =[ i think i spend more money on food and i bought nothing home. check out the national team camwhoring session in my facebook, erm, after i told brian, he say it should be camwhored during training time, which i think it's quite true.

2009-05-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

this weekend, many things happened, my team, injuries and all.

like lynn dislocated her two tiny toes,

we were so worried about her due to the toe we seen.

it's like OMG! broken! hahah!! her finger fractured too.

but hope she recover soon!

i sprained my neck too i guess, after i got home, worst.

mentioning about AYG today,

i dun think i can afford to not go school for AYG

because of the world games in i m going after 1 week.

and it would be like not going school for a month!

if i really go for both, i m afraid i will do badly for my sem.

and i dun think i wanna make this move.

perhaps i should really drop AYG.

after 1 may, we celebrated my mommy's birthday,

it's like omg , i swear, training ~

but i think i did quite well during that 3-7pm. =]

but as for today, i didnt do well at all. i swear.

there's so many things running through my mind.

even i have to cover my eyes to school.

and my third week of school starts tmr!

2009-05-02T15:48:00.001+08:00

today, i m very very busy!!

2009-05-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

i just wanna get home and email you.

2009-04-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

miss shirlyn look like susan

zheng ming look like tank(taiwan)

ben sono look like kungfu hustle frog guy.

year 1 guy look like elvin ng(channel8)

year 1 guy look like stanley,

i could even list down all this,

that's how pathetic i can get.

after camwhoring for like so so much,

i find tat i look nicer when i do stupid faces.

haahha!! and i dunno how to do normal.

i think the weighing machine he brought,

doesnt work tat much, i never really use it,

and after so much, i m still the same weight.

weeks had been passing like damn fast!

my 3 weeks away lovely is back tmr!

i cant wait to see him!!!~~

2009-04-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

potluck was fun this afternoon!

i baked potato pizza!! but it's known as killer potato salad!

hhahahahah! that's my first time make food for ppl.

thanks adrian for fetching me to lion city!

he reallly saved my money and time!

i really dunno wad to comment on the dinner.

it's an unusual wedding dinner i ever attend.

erm, in a bad way i guess.

but i m sure tat wont happen to me.

i wan a style one, cool one.

and i can imagine ours a holy one! hahahaha

those holy love songs played~ OMG

my dear, u heard tat? =]

i fear my trip back home,

kenny havent got his licenses and he drove.

he's driving, scary, feary.

but anyway, i've went through a week of school,

and projects landing and clashing on me!

totally~ had a boring week..

thought of going out after dinner, but,

i should just go home and do my work.. =[

rest the night well. imissyouu

cant wait for thur!

2009-04-20T23:09:00.004+08:00

Back to school lol.

I lost my ipod again.

My tenant having korean war in his room.

The end.

2009-04-18T00:19:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELY!

i feel like hugging and say greetings!!

but you;re just as lovely as i thought!

anyway, i was late saying happy birthday,

because you called me early!!

not never say okay!! and i didnt forget!!

today met qiurong early afternoon,

to go shopping as well as to look out for things.

met kenneth, followed gengkai alex.

i spent money maybe say 20 below,

but didnt really buy anything.

all either on food or small accessies.

i bought the colourful ring!!! =]

and actually wanted to buy clothes,

but enough already though,

i m broke for the weekend. =[

maybe i got to sacrifice AYG for world games =[

love yoU!

2009-04-15T00:04:00.006+08:00

my programme of the day is cancelled. so i decide to collect aunt's mont blanc and do my shopping! for once, i almost conquer the whole town!! i started my shopping flee from plaza sing- merdian - - centrepoint - - heeren - - taka - - - wisma and time's up, i m broke! i m really broke! even that precious 50 was spent. i bought of clothes!! yea yea. and a bag, cool one i guess. :) when vas cheque is here, i would always damn fucking spend it all up! and i wanna know my timetable tat badly so that i can do my arrangements with dental, trainings etc.anyways, i found my ipod shuffle! it's with lincoln when i pass him the powerbreath, lucky! and why in the world must jordus say yes,

because he's not gay,

he loves girls~

2009-04-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

i wanna watch devil wears prada!

i haven seen that movie yet!!

went for a hairdo today,

sat in the salon for 4.5 hr!

and i think it looked weird, lol.

emailed geek, geek called, geek work.

geek geek geek, i miss you!

i dunno why? someone came to my house,

some ngee ann poly lecturer,

visit my aunt! werid~

daddy me and cat went pastamania!

shopping!!! i bought new pants!!

omg, i loveshopping with daddy,

becos i need not pay! hahaha!

yeah i m a bimbo!

last but not least,

fuck that bitch,

who insult me and my life!

2009-04-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

i m tired, i m really tired. and i have training tmr.

my legs.. so aching..

i cant walk..

and imy!..

2009-04-09T19:21:00.003+08:00

stayed home for two days, because of all sorts of errands to obey, aunt just got discharged today and my mom didnt even plan everything properly. there's no one to look after her after i go for training, so it left me no choice to scarifice, my training again! i got no more food at home already, my mom stole the banana that brian gave, no left to eat. now my aunt is very weak, and i really dunno wad can i really do to help. she need the oxygen tank whenever she go, and wad she got for the oxygen tank was a damn big one. she would need me to help her carry around wherever she go. =[ i see the way she's going, like poor thing lo. i had to really make sure that she's not dizzy and all, and she cant afford to fall. arrival of new maid will only come tmr morning, so meaning that when she needs the toilet, she have to wake me up =[ god bless. get well soon.

2009-04-08T22:09:00.003+08:00

that geek, brought the whole weighing machine all the way to my house to weigh me after my OGL session! OMG! hahahah, but anyway, OGL session was definitely better than wad i had last year. ann and mabel was there for the director's list thingy. geek bought me my all time favourite bubbletea and he bought me a mouse!! these days, i m so careless and a little short term memory STM, i forget where i put my things, like house key after i lock my gate,my valuables at VC room and i thought someone stole it while i went to another room to make a big fuss, now i forgot where i put my ipod, =[ i m damn sad now, i cant think of where i put it last.i might have drop it somewhere too. =[ i hope it's still in my house, i will find it soon! geek have been updating me his whereabout in taiwan! i miss you sweetie! =]

2009-04-05T14:26:00.003+08:00

drinking oolong tea, slurp!

isnt that perfect taste, but endure!

really dunno when the geek's gonna weigh me, for this coming 20 plus days, without your company, i'm going to train hard, slim down, save money, and stop eating oily, sweety, salty food. i should stop doing groceries and stocking up my fridge, i guess that kind of way, i will eat more of that junky food, snacks, noodles,etc etc. i really hope i dun gain weight but lose? hahaahh! time of a joke, i bet you can imagine how do i look gaining more weight. i'm gonna be constance and prove u wrong, you geek!

tat geek's is a crap shit! he's so scary observant! or maybe i m that stupid and not smart! hahah! he's tat observant that even he could really know and describe wad kind of person my coach is. it's really the OMG true. now he knew my plans, and it's not surprising at all, oh ya, i forgot a thing for you! i'm gonna do it tonight and get it done tmr! this time you're sure not to know it! you always know wad am i gonna do before i tell you! i hate you! at the same time i love you too! and i m gonna miss you for 20 plus days~ =[

with valentino's company since first april, when i've problems with family, you're just there for me, helping me, to visit aunt at hospital, or even run errands for aunt or me, or even normally ur teaching in things that i;ve done wrong, or your suggestions that leads me on, advices that opens up my mind to motivate me, all of this, i appreciate them! and i think that it's so nice and sweet of you, and you never say no or cant. if things go on purpose trips, of cos i oso dare not ask u to do. just wanna thank you for things that you've done for me. =] THANK YOU!!i really appreciate! =] *winks

looking at our phone, i m getting sick of it, actually,just that i've nothing better to do. but's becos you've nothing else to change to. hahahah! so, i decide to join your gang, support the same technology.

back to friday, i didnt go dance training, as well as today, my tchoukball, i hate the rain! but i will do my stations of trainings at home. i think that i m really some vain shit la. back to bimbo days, lols. roll eyes~ i'm gonna make a new hair do straight after nyp OGL, it's actually some lame shit tat i regret doing, didnt know things will turn out like tat. talking about vc, wonder how's nigel's hair! he's working at art fren i heard. and i miss mabel ann stan howie!

i m having lao "shit" situation since that day at chomp chomp! =[ get well together kk!

2009-03-31T02:52:00.002+08:00

my design life is coming back to me.

school is starting and it's time,

to pull out all my clothes and wear. =[

i had not been wearing nice clothes,

due to my training almost everyday,

if not i'll just stay home, saddy me.

got no company, so sometimes,

maybe just twice or even only once.

go for loner shopping, to waste time.

i've just spent my 2 month holiday,

simply just training, and doing nuts.

i'm kind of lazy and jobless.

it's oso kind of scary hearing 1 of april.

meaning got to go back sch for OGL.

i'm waiting for it, and hope it's fun!

it's oso nice to hear from ppl. =]

but me, a poor girl~ hahahah!!

ann kind of remind me about,

meimei's piercing and dean's.

kind of tempting in the past to do it.

those sub clavicle piercing attracted me.

but dean said it wasnt painful,big fat liar!

lucky i didnt try! , tell u i'll cry!

i wanna see ann doing nape piercing!

and i've realised, corset piercing it's hardcore!

you will bleed when people attack yoU!

and i think our kimmy is geting more handsome!

anyway, i think zaini's whole list of music,

i can sing every single shit after listening to them,

for so many many many times! and i love them!!

i think i love myself for bvb skills last sat!

i played only 1 game of 4 on 4,

becos i like 2 on 2 better,

but i think bryan didnt play much, sorry.

i think he only played a match with me,

versus jessica and patrick,

the weather id freaking damn hot,

we burnt our feets. really cant play.

but i going for a tann soon,

to erase my ugly training tann lines.

long time no see albert le,

he disappeared together with alicia le~

just got settle down by some probs,

i hope everything it's going back normal.

may our dream come true.

(stop dreaming ,said lincoln~)

2009-03-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

TEAM HOYT

it made me love you.

but i cant sleep.

2009-03-23T22:54:00.009+08:00

Hello people.

welcome to my blog,

though i sounded pathetic doing intro.

but wad else can i say. =]

tchoukballers day out to relax,

before real tough trainings starts.

but i still play bvb under hot sun.

wad i got home was burnt!

team taiwan was here in SG,

we brought them around SG,

like esplanade, merlion,etc

hope they enjoyed their stay here.

we exchanged msn,

i hope we can communicate well! =]

i gotta learn chinese.OMG!

my chinese SUCKED!

anyway, 10 of us got real selected,

for upcoming world games,

held in taiwan, gao xiong. =]

three of us were selected* hurray!

but got to really train hard.

i felt abit benchwarmer cause indeed,

i m not good enough, got to train.

things comes and go, and it all happen same.

something like hongkong match,

when i got posted it the last min,

it happened to me in taiwan training.

and i really dun like tat feeling.

it's like, rather not let me play?

it's hard for outsiders to understand.

maybe i m a solo player,

who doesnt understand team sport.

tat's why i preferred bvb, a pair.

here's ally me xiaoxuan!

that includes our buddies ian and bruce!

another event that made my day,

was to be a supporter, again~

for quek and brian.

as well as a photographer.

for aviva ironman 2009.

this year, my first time there.

got to wake up at 4.45am

that's early!

that's when their wave starts.

BRIAN TAN JIAYOU!

brian did very well for his bike!

but... in the end...

i cant recognise quek truely speaking.

or maybe i missed him out,

i even forgot his race number,

isit 144? 141? 114?

oh my god, can u believe it,

i took all of them!hahaha

because quek's shirt is not easy to spot.

actually they had to cycle 3 loops.

but i only since him once.

finally,

TRANSITION

brian got exhausted and had cramps.

becos he greedy!=p

first loop of cycle he's timing power.

then now no strength for run.

he can still walk and scroll!!

here's quek, he's 144! hahah

but brian's timing for normal ppl

was good,

but if he run fully, he can do much much better!

ERICO AND BRIAN

i was shocked to see quek coming in first.

i still thought i missed brian's shot at finishing line.

they completed their race representing guards=]

congrats!

3 cheers for photographer jo!

was treated KFC!

i m so tired standing for more then 6 hours!

and i had to rush for my tchoukball training!

i m seriously so dead!

2009-03-20T00:41:00.003+08:00

Supporting mr brian and mr gary was fun!

duathlon was held at lower seletar resv.

got bitten by mosquitoes power too! *alot*

feel free to pop by at BISHAN SMRT tmr,

to see wad's TCHOUKBALL like,

and enjoy exciting moves by taiwan and sg!

and support our mens team!!

3.30pm

SINGAPORE TEAM A VS TAIWAN

4.30pm

SINGAPORE TEAM B VS TAIWAN

seeya!

2009-03-13T17:59:00.001+08:00

IT'S WEE WEE HOURS!

i bet i'm gona have fun tonight!

stay calm and weee!!!

off to dancing practice if i could!

peace peace OUT!

2009-03-12T13:11:00.003+08:00

apple's new ipod shuffle is out!

and it's even their design,

is faster than my SLA design.

just got my retarded photos uploaded,

transferred photos from zaini,

and got to babysit he's mac.

i m really bored during the holiday!

training, doing sports, etc.

kind of boring and no life,

but it's all in the mind!

i m not motivated =[

tat day went all the way to ECP

to run be4 training starts,

went to coffee bean to watch movie,

some weird movies hahhaha

saw brother bear running there.

and a weirdo guy. WEIRD~

was at hosp with aunt yest,

and i weighed myself.

55.5kg now. OMG!

i gained like alot pls~

5 kg gained!! =[=[

knowing i m n fat,

i ate ikea chicken wing last night.

hahaha! tat's how undisciplined i m.

you're treating me too nice!

2009-03-05T00:21:00.003+08:00

wednesday, 4 march

happy birthday to yuyuan!~

thought of meeting zaini for photo shooting,

but time very tight at hosp with aunt,

so postponed, maybe to friday.

quite sometime since we met =]

was still hesitating whether to exercise,

my leg is still hurting after seeing doc =[

but hope it recovers asap!!!

so today we went swimming at amk complex,

and run less than 3k! hahaha

because my sweetheart's hungry! lols~

never eat proper meal la!

sia la, tmr training dunno if i should go,

i'm afraid its get worst, =[

but before we end our day,

we chatted about those days,

like the precious past moments,

and losers who find girls after breakups.

i m disguisted by him sia~

girls out there careful!

dun pity men!

2009-02-28T00:54:00.002+08:00

everything i'd done today followed a theme,

"FIRST TIME"

early afternoon,

it's my FIRST TIME taking cab from GH,

and it's again oso my FIRST TIME,

to dine at raffles hotel,

the food at empire cafe is not nice,

so expensive, so little choices,

lastly very bad service,

a very deep disappointment for reputation.

it's then my FIRST TIME going AmericanCE,

yet the FIRST TIME to enter toy museum

with the help of mr ivan, i got it free!!

i m so excited about it for real,

FIRST TIME he intro me to his colleague,

as - MY FREN FROM STATES *lame*

becos i dun have a cam,

tat's why i cant take good pictures,

only took lousy ones from my phone.

FIRST TIME sweetie drove to town to fetch me!

sorry for 4 dollars ERP =[

again, it's my FIRST TIME meeting crazy student.

playing flight of areoplane live telecast.

though i always meet weird ppl,

this time round is really siao ppl~

FIRST TIME to reach dance training first~

and this is the end of FIRST TIME rubbish post~

2009-02-24T23:49:00.005+08:00

am i that useless?

only until today, i touched the mop.

learnt how to mop the floor.

i play around with the mop,

and just got to know how tiring it was.

i went badminton with lincoln,

happy to know tat old frens are still sporting!

jason and boyfren went swimming,

lian daniel florence went gyming,

ice and girlfren playing badminton.

that motivates me more to train harder!

will i still be holding your hands?

our questions will never end.

there will be more compatible solutions.

2009-02-21T05:42:00.003+08:00

it's 15 minutes

to 6 in the morning.

i'm just home

from somewhere high.

i'm jobless

and i'm so free to blog,

i'm gonna

watch movie

till sentosa calls!

morning people!

seeya!

2009-02-20T02:31:00.003+08:00

i asked myself,

haven i really done something to help anyone?

i cant really answer that.

because i dun think i helped someone be4.

i start to feel guilty,

for even losing my lovely lost friends!

i wanna all back!

in this post, i feel so emo~

but just let me be alright. =]

first person ever in life to not forget.

the shortie guy who touched my soul.

i really miss the times we had in melb,

you're my best consultant.

my best person to console me, when i cry.

you're so overseas, and i miss you so.

england is so far away,

and i hope u're doing good.

maybe beckham is teaching u soccer now.

how i wish to hear u from ur old house,

playing violin at the window.

and spotting me peeping at you,

when i always have this excuse,

to go felicia's house, just to peep u.

you're the one i bumped,

you're so eye catchy by me.

but now, hope u're leading a good life.

how i wish we were in contact.

you're just like evaporating off.

i miss you and i really do.

i wanna know how tall and strong are u.

wonder how i shaun doing too.

leading a bro bro life ?=]

be strong and proud of yourself k!

mommy is proud of you!

save my dreams for long lost fren.

awaiting for the day to come.

for us to meet again,

anywhere in this world.

anyone found him? pls? ahaha

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE

now i m missing my sweetheart,

in the middle of the night. =]

good nite sweeties.

2009-02-19T00:44:00.005+08:00

after so long,

finally i m able to upload pictures~

i dunno wad's with mac. =[

truely speaking,

i m a gonggong after 18 years?

today's my first time to,

sinagpore botanic gardens.

together with my clique,

mab next time join us kk!!

we settle down at swan lake,

which have only two real swan,

other 4 of them were fake swans~

we started off with pictionary, taboo

and true/dare.

following were all our dares~

ann did a thumbsucking and smell it!

our laughters just bursted the whole environment!

and actually it attracted insects and pets like,

mouse, snakes, caterpillar, ants, spiders etc

ZOMBSTAN

i was dared to dance chinese dance~

howie grinding with vending machine! ahah!

clara, the power one.

she was dared to act like a lion,

roaring around to scare the korean kids! lol!

she turned out like a vampire!!

sexy naughty bitchy~ omg~

i had to balance and pretend yoga performance.

by right, picnic should be on the grasspatch,

so we decided to make our picnic,

looked like a picnic.

played DONT FORGET THE LYRICS.

which is a total failure~

hahah!!

after sometime, we decided to play,

HEN catch little chickens~

hahaha! we fell, we run, we exercised!

we perspired like mad! ahaha

we enjoyed! hurray!

thank you guys for bring the foods and snacks!

let's see you for the next trip!

2009-02-17T14:13:00.003+08:00

all my life since young,

i always had to go for trainings,

practices and rehearsals, performance etc

before i even start schooling in primary,

i was in dance, with my free time,

i still had to go for dance trainings in sch.

2 places to rush for. tat's tiring,

but young, i was dumb, i thought its fun,

afterall, i suffer. in secondary sch,

badminton trainings and proceed to volleyball.

then beach volleyball, and now,

i m handling 4 sports in this 2 months.

dance, bvb and volleyball, tchoukball.

and i gonna really get hold of it.

just like doing tri, 3 sports. but it's never easy.

trainings didnt stops and i knew it never.

i felt tired and achings all over.

after continuous trainings these days.

sat bvb, sun tchouk, mon vb.

omg, i need rest.

it's now my holidays while..

it's oso preparation for year2 in nyp,

so i must really make full use of it and enjoy.

today i m gonna be a lazy bum.

i m staying home to watch homemovies.

and i might go for a run in the evening! =]

sportmans! work hard!

anyway, i enjoyed my vday!

thank you for company sweetie! =)

vday can be everyday!

cheers!

2009-02-12T04:29:00.002+08:00

my valentine will kill me,

if he sees this post.

it's 4.37am thur morning. =[

i haven got my sleeps.

i m still doing soo cheng's painting

as i paint my work,

out of a sudden that i missed someone.

guess who, my make up artist!

i was just painting my face for project,

and i can imagine how ugly m i,

when i got a lousy make up artist anyhow.

there's always this auntie,

who thinks she's good at make up.

who will go anyhow to anyone.

and make up for them.

but this make up artist,

will make me, ugly person beautiful.

hahah! it's wendy!!

i missed her, i missed her whole family!

her daughters will think of ways to help me,

when i was painted like a fool,

she would ask her mom to touch up for me.

i cant really imagine without her,

who will be painting my face then??

me?? i will make a fool out of myself =[

i cant wait to see how ugly i would be..

for the upcoming performance. =[

lu, mei, wendy jie jie! i miss you!!

i m having big eye-bags~

even more uglier!

2009-02-07T21:32:00.002+08:00

hello, i m back!

MUISIANG IS SWEET!

for friday's lesson,

was short,

after presenting,

WE CAN LEAVE!

had mac in sch with clique,

and acted to go jamming,

with howie and stan.

he totally listened to my cock!

OMg! damn funny!

ann and i head to cathay,

watched brides war,

quite nice!!=]

going to end of show,

a uncle,carrying his haversack,

holding drinks and popcorn,

came in, he sat down,

look around, and went out.

me and ann was like Laughing My Ass Off!

dun think anyone in cinemas noticed.

night time, watched underworld.

with my little sweetie!!=]=]

must be real tired, sorrry..

this morning had to wake up damn early for dental,

overslept, never mind.

went dental only at 12!

bought subway and went beach,

went to meet bro kent,

he's at palawan, i joined them for,

soccer and volleyball =]

damn cool, soccer~

didnt eat the subway at beach until home.

so am i saving money now??

yes i m !=]

two in one!

omg, i think i performed quite ok,

as compared to usual 2-0n-2 plays today!

though i skipped it like for two weeks,

i m gald tat i know where i stand! i will train!

smile! i m entertainer of the night!

free movie marathon from mac!

who wanna join? i m starting soon!

hahha!!

2009-01-27T01:32:00.002+08:00

10 days since i blogged?

ahaahha!! today's 1st day of new year!

luckily i msged alina,

if not i would head to school,

and get fucking pissed offf.

to hand in herman poster.

i rushed my night out last night.

just for this poster,

and i fucking anyhow do.

i head down to doby for sunshine plaza.

hoping to visit the printing shop.

just to print herman poster.

previously, that lady told me,

public holiday they open too.

so i trust her and made a reliable source.

but when i call them today,

my heart was bumping!!

nobody picked the phone.

so i wanted to really try my luck!!

fucking lucky! the indian uncle,

came back to shop just to get things.

he's nice, helped me to print. =]

if not, it's a wasted trip for real.

everyone is closed!

okay, today's chinese new year,

i shouldnt curse and swear! haha

oh my god, prata is packing me,

every midnight since new year mood starts.

i m getting fatter fatter. wider and wider.

new year resolution is to slim down! =p

i hereby wish everyone,

a welcoming for good fortune and heath.

a happy prosperous new year!

2009-01-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

TODAY,

NEW HAIR CUT,

MADE ME LOOK LIKE CLOWN,

LOST MY CAMERA,

IN THE TOILET,

BLAME MYSELF,

FOR BEING CARELESS,

BUT FUCK THE MALAY GIRL,

WHO STOLE IT,

AT BVB BEACH,

LOST ALL MY GAMES,

DAMN SUAY,

BUT LYING ON SOFT SAND,

ROWING ON IT,

POWERFUL THING,

DAMN SHOIK!

SUNSET KILLED MY HEART!

DAMN NICE!

SWIMMING IN WATER,

DAMN COLD, BUT NICE~

AT 925 YISHUN,

HAD HOKKIEN MEE,

XO BEE HOON,

80CENT DRY BEE HOON,

ALL SHARE WITH LEON,

DAMN FATTENING,

THAT'S WHY,

I WALKED HOME,

ACTUALLY HAD TO PAINT,

BUT LAZY,

I M GONNA PAINT TMR MORNING

AT 9AM!

PLAYED FACE BOOK GAMES,

WORD CHALLENGE,

ALVIN LAM DAMN ACTION!

AND PLAYED,

GUESS THE SKETCH,

SO PAISEH SIA,

I REALLY KNEW NUTS,

BOUT HOW TO PLAY,

I DREW NOT RELATED STUFFS,

IT'S SO OFFF!

AND MY HAIR~

SUCKED TO THE CORE!

I HAD NO CHOICE TO LIVE WITH IT,

GOOD NIGHT.

PISSED*

2009-01-15T22:50:00.003+08:00

IT"S TIME TO CUT MY HAIR!

i wan bangs!

gimme some comment!!

today i m surviving on independent day!

only first part of the day when alvin called.

it's like a morning call,

and i actually thought that i would wake up myself.

woke up 10am though sch's 12pm

but actually i could bathe in time,

and visit printing shop at sunshine plaza.

but i would be late for sch if i go.

so rather go school for early lunch!

haha, jaddul was asking why m i alone.

it's been long ever since i eat lunch alone.

last time i always do that.

it's fun doing it again!! =]

after school, stay in sch to finish my soo cheng editing.

i dun wan frens to follow, as i felt distracted in work.

when i do work with fren,

i would tend to talk more then i do work! lol

and rush to sunshine to print.

it's like 830 when i reach there.

almost all printing shop in peace centre closed.

i m really worried. and my bad so heavy with macbook.

i shouldnt have brought out! =[

but it's better with it cos yesterday..

i m very careless. i saved the wrong file in my thumbdrive.

wasted trip to sunshine. sian~

so after printing, felt hungry,

so i went MAD JACK alone.

like so many ppl look at me. IDK why sia.

the counter person look at my every mouth of food in!!

i wonder if the put poison in my food!! hahah joking

but quite weird la the ppl there.

anyways,i met weird ppl again today.

one, there's this disguisting uncle,

who fell asleep in the train and drool!

the saliva dripped like damn disguisting.

dripped on his shirt still. oh my god it's alot!

i dun dare to look at him sia, one palm size on shirt.

i end at home at 11pm. like so late~

and dunno wad i do, and it's 3am now.

i m going to sleep~

doomed for typography!

blessed me! hahaha!!

2009-01-13T01:01:00.004+08:00

hellos,

quite somedays since i blog =]

ended my monday with training.

it's tiring simply mental and physically.

i dunnno why but maybe sch's already tiring.

i m certified slacker.

i failed to get good attendance these days

failed to complete work on time.

failed to sleep early! =p

aiya anyway, today went training.

i dun have confidence sia.

i only caught one good ball.

that's all, =[ alot of ball, didnt catch sia.

i scare!! all of the balls i used volleyball dig.

never even grab the ball sia.

im damn loser.

how to prove myself that i m qualified?

with this kind of results, im not even qualified.

i cant give excuses like, oh becos my ankle pain.

i cant kneel down well, it hurts.

it's not about my weak ankle,

the mentality is not there.!

and i faced this phobia.*always.

when rezal or even jeff used box or herdles

i had to jump over! it's like so dangerous lo!

i really got this phobia sia,

im afriad that i fall over tat thing.

if we dun put the box over there,

i can even jump better and higher than tat!

i m so so so concern about the box there!!

that i cant concentrate shooting!

for real, when i was jumping over,

my heartbeat was power.! super fast.

and be4 i jump, my tears wanna drop already lo.

i was very angry with myself for this result today.

and anyway, xiaoxuan and me went to keep equip.

wah , damn scary. rezal's classroom,

was very dark and eeriee....

in fact i m really very afraid of dark,

and imagine me and xiaoxuan walking very fast there

we never sprout a single word,

i m damn scare already my god.

there's this spooky feeling at that place!! =[=[

when we open the door, huge wind came,

damn scary, then xuan said: scary sia! * very loud.

i got more scared sia. but xuan i m sorry for shouting at u.

i shouted ,go in leh! hahah!

i m just trying to keep myself brave and fierce! hahahah

i felt safer that way. =[ like all these are bullshit.

nothing in there la! u know? ahhaha!

it sound pretty dumb talking like tat. hahah

i m freak out! soon after rezal came.

lock the door and i walk pretty fast in front of them.

and my tears just whack down!

i feel like running to sports hall!

but i scare! i m scare i m scare!!!

i m timid ass though i always act like brave shit!

goodnitey!

i m sleeping at 2am today

if not tmr herman bro angry.

dun fren me! hahah

2009-01-07T23:48:00.005+08:00

TOPIC OF THE NIGHT!

AM I HAVING TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS?

i wondered why i get my time so packed?

but i dun like to waste time.

time is very important to me.

i rather do things tat are more impt.

excess time can cut and do a more useful thing.

i always feel so rush with things.

and busy with alot of stuffs!

is it my mindset too straight??

is it that i limit myself too much??

or is it that i wanna fulfill many things at a time??

do u think so?? i start to think so!!

but i have to., no choice.

infact, i counted and it's not alot alot!!

but still lot. i felt i lived differently from wad close ppl are.

i have to many thing to complete!

and i dun enjoy my life.

i felt NO LIFE.

i dun get enough sleeps too.

but i knew this is gonna pester me for long.

sometimes i go certain training,

and i felt waste time,

bcos i dun feel that i've trained.

maybe bcos i;m used to tough trainings.

so when i go non-tough trainings, i dun feel a thing.

that's when i think i wont improve and waste time.

and wad's the point?

is that wad you called high expectations??

or is that called solo thinker?

wad if one fine day,

i overwork, then i go home,

sleep, the next day cant wake up how?? =[

comment me in my tag if any response =]

thankyou!!

*appreciated*

2009-01-07T01:21:00.002+08:00

a very lazy me.

lied to herman bro,

saying tat i had stomachache,

that's why never go lesson again.

and i need to buy herman bro's

TEXTBOOK!!

anyway, lucky i wasnt late for training.

went bishan with mab, clarajoy.

had snacks or rather dinner,

and met weird ppl!

the cashier of shilin!!

OMG! i heard something..

super big chicken is chao da ji pa!

and i hearh her saying..

chao da ji pa, meaning overcooked and burnt!!

overcooked chicken! WTF!

and i heard rou gou!!

meaning dog meat!!

wtf is this ppl and my hearing!!

another one, damn werid!!

clara went to buy barley cup.

cashier says, buy bottle. cup expensive.

and she went to take bottle.

but in fact cup cheaper! WTF!

after mab left we went cotton on shopping flee!

and in the train, funny ppl ask us to sit!!

WE"R NOT PREGNANT!

army boy gave up seats to clara,

uncle gave seats to me! my god!

after we sat down, we kept laughing!!

NON-stop hits!! hahahh

really, today's it's full of weirdos!

but, FUN!! hahah!!

during training, there was a thousand WHY.

stucking in my brain,

met bruce and ian at upper serangoon.

prataing away*

thought of taking 853 home.

but i missed the bus without knowing it's last.

so bruce company me, sitting at bustop,

and we discussed on few issues =]

till 12.30, panic comes.

and got to know tat we look at the wrong list of time!

it's like wadthefuck wadthefuck wadfuck.

then took cab home and bruce ran home!

cost me 14 bucks, win liao lo.

tmr no need to eat le. hhahha

sleep well.

2009-01-05T23:24:00.002+08:00

BONJOUR.

i m happy today.

rong companyed me,

and i met someone!

after 2 weeks!

he gave me..

OCEAN PACK 20,

as christmas present!

thankyou!

2009-01-04T18:05:00.005+08:00

it's truely a bad weekend,

without you helping me to rub my bruises.

saturday was a freakout day!

morning woke up at 645am as training starts 9am.

but i m still late, due to leaving home late.

i dunno wad the fuck am i doing!

had more bruises on my finger and hand.

my shoulder cant seem to allow me to throw ball.

my elbow is hurting me too!

it's like my whole body going to spoil already!

OMG, my time was so packed till i had to rush.

to beach, lucky leo and jul asked for a lift. =]

all alliance clique wasnt there,

they went for MALAYSIA OPEN CUP.

good luck to them, tell me the results kk!

went swimming alittle, or rather play water.

and realised the seawater is rather oily! yucks!

damn damn grossed.! drop the topic.

had 2-0n-2 games with patrick,

it's actually not my skills, my confidents level.

it's all about getting ready and focus.=]

i sprained my ankle during one of the last matches.

i think i stepped into this stupid hole while saving ball.

had bruises on my wrist out of no where!

i felt so retarded! forcing myself to walk properly.

and it hurts like wadever fuck i cant say!

after beach, i rushed to bedok to meet chao fan.

fetched us to this bayshore park,

shalyn's boyfren's place's function room. hahah!

having my cousin cynthia's birthday celebration.

some of you might have know CYNTHIA.

i repeat it's CYNTHIA!!! hahahahh!!

had a couple of toasting beer, and i think..

CYNTHIA IS DRUNK! hahahah!

she anyhow say things, and she keep saying.

why nobody sobber her!!

ahahha! scarly the frens scare to handle her! OMG! oops*

after the celebration, she and her IRC frens,

went POWER HOUSE. omg. i cant imagine.

she's already half gone already!

we cousins went thomas's house.

damn power, nice, pretty, cooling, windy!

met cutie POCKY! =] he's so cute!! =]

his house is so windy! no need aircon!!

anyways, after tat we went A&Z to eat prata!!

and back home. =]

good night.

sweetie i miss you!

2009-01-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hellos

i m glad i celebrated my 1 minute 2009

with my tchouckball teamates!

this stupid blogger enables me from uploading pics!

if not there's not of pic to share=]

truely speaking, Gmax SWING ROCK!!

zheng chao, jc, xiong, kim, bruce and me went!

all thanks to michael who gave us tickets!

i wanna try bungy jump too!! OMG!

we had my favourty SUBWAY before chao left.

from clarke quay we stroll our way to fullerton,

visited zaini who was very busy!

spotted qiurong, ken, yanshan at fullerton starbucks.

we squeezed through thousands of humans!

and got a good seat leaning the rails,

waiting to watch the arrival of 2009!

we eventually got irritated by the police,

stupid singaporean dun listen and move,

police keep announcing and announcing.

anyways, glad that i m there watching fireworks.

soon after 2009 started, we got a cab by luck to ECP.

east coast park, beach cabana, where michael's working.

he reserved a table for us! the TCHOUKBALLERS!

met jingyang and girlfren there. =] chilling for 2009.

ordered 2 tower of beer sitting down playing games.

wad i expected wasnt so many ppl, a few of us. like 4 or 5.

ordering liquor and mixers, chatting and chill the night out.

this way, we save alot of cash too.

then one by one started saying the leaving,

left with only me and xiaoxuan,

pissed off part came into my mind.

but never mind, whole thing wasnt wad we expected.

i realised i preferred to do things with target and aim.

i dont like doing things aimlessly.

and it's like wasting time and rather do other things.

morning went home at 7am?!>

and sleep the whole day through!

till 6pm i woke up! for teppenyaki dinner at home!

many ppl came, many types of food too!

power! i like the plan,

but i dun like the process where i grew fatter!

hereby wish everyone a dream come true.

and remember that darlings and honey,

i still love you all! =] hugs* hearts*

a new year is born, expect things differently.

all credits to michael, hiphip hurray! =]

happy new year!

2008-12-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

hey know wad.

the second song in my playlist,

ANGEL IN DISGUISE

is running through my brain,

every moment, every minute every sec!

even in class and even training time!

no other songs is stuck but this!

i think the song is nice omg!

i m slowly becoming a patient for doc to cure!

Injuries are all chasing after me!

i hurt my foot and finger today!

trained not even 1 hour, injuries attacked.

anyway, for my foot, i think it's landed wrongly.

and my finger is black now. =[

tmr countdown new year sia,

so many injuries sia!

i think for my arm i need to see doc le

time for recovery be4 my serious training comes.

sia la, i need to work hard in tchoukball already

i heard that qiuyi very chiong! i scared already!

jiayou jocelyn charli!!

yeahs! tmr i m having half day!

and i m like so so so happy becos..

i m going for bungy jump tomorrow!!

all thanks to brucey and michael =]

WELCOME 2009!

good day! =]

seeya!

2008-12-29T17:46:00.004+08:00

BONJOUR!

today's my first day of school after 2 weeks.

was supposed to pass up my ransome proj.

so i rushed all my work in a day yesterday.

but yet didnt manage to finish.

i had a total FREAK out yesterday!

omg, really omg! i didnt 4 hours of work,

and i didnt save! FUCK! end up redo!

later i m going to do joonkiat hand & foot drawing.

after my three days intensive training,

it made all injuries out,

i hurt my hand, my fingers, my elbow, wrist,etc

my legs and especially my back is aching pain.

i doubt my girls have less injuries then me =]

recover soon girls!

see ya girls soon for world games training!

takecare! i miss you!

2008-12-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

CORRINNE MAY
ANGEL IN DISGUISE

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back

I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.

loves,
jocelyn

2008-12-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

hellos!

merry christmas to everyone!

it's never too late though,

truely speaking, i enjoyed my christmas eve!

i had chalet at cranwell chalet,

i drank damn alot alot!!! OMG!

i did silly and random and retarded stuffs!

i tell myself tat at 3am i had to bath and sleep!

so i was really damn tired!!

my wet hair cant make me sleep!

i slept in the bedroom and i got up walking!

i think like around 5 or 6 times!?!?!?!

my whole brain was full of worries!!

i went out to ask for bubble tea~

which i really craved~

i went out to shout that i lost ben's christmas card,

but actually i gave him le.! =*

went out to ask them to wake me up at 12 for training.

etc etc etc,!

i didnt vomit the night throughout,

so i'm afraid i would vomit at training during warmups.

but luckily i didnt =p

it's the worst christmas i ever had~

with training going on on christmas day!

it's like wad the fuckfuck!

continuous training ahead, like fri , sat and sun!

whole day trainings, intensively!

and i havent even finish my school projects!

can u believe it?!??!?! OMG!

my whole 2 weeks holiday is all occupied by trainings!!!

i start to kan chiong already. =]

i tmr going qiurong house doing colour studies,

it's some lame project tat consist daily life pictures!

i thanked all people who gave me christmas present!!

my favourite present is the card from you!=]

i hope u like my christmas card to you too! =]

hahah! my christmas give exchange at chalet,

summer got it! i bought apron stuffs! OMG!

HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!

have a holy night.

2008-12-19T00:11:00.004+08:00

bonjour!
i m here to complain that melaka trip was..
rather irritating for the teamates..
for some shitty responds we received.
the place we stayed was uncomfortable,
althought we stay in comfortable inn hotel..
we heard screeches of meowss!!
cat fight sound! so scary!!
it's so loud as if it's just outside your door!
the youth hostel we stayed in was eeeeeeaaahh!
rather scary seeing red curtains we had.
dirty bed cushion we had, ended up,
i slept on the floor with bed sheet covers.
we even had spoiled air-cons,
worst, out guys dun even have aircons.
we're having food like hongkong trips.
MACDONALDS!
but we oso tasted the packet food given.
some are spicy, but not that bad la.
when you're hungry, everything is nice =]
then worst thing i felt was whisperings.
alot of whisperings into ear,
it's like your dun show respect??
i mean if u dun really wan ppl to hear it,
then dun let them even know that you're whispering!
it's so uncomfortable when u see ppl whispering.
and you not knowing what's going on.
anyway, during melaka trip, not much of photo takings.
day after we came back, went to watch twilight.
and swimming today! =]
meet ups with lingling, peiyun, meiqi and markobrian.
had long john at northpoint for dinner.
queue for one hour to 45min just to get our food,
with only one counter available!
and why build so many counters and dun use them!
wad we heard from the crew was,
hey open another counter leh!
CANNOT! why??!!! DUNNO.
it's because the guy is lazy!
he's just walking around, getting drinks for himself.
and eating fries in the kitchen! OMG!
i asked the counter crew for the person in charge,
he says there isnt any! WTF!
me and peiyun were joking and laughing way through
while waiting for the stupid long queue!
talking about how to get our food faster! lols!
if not there's nothing for us to do standing there.
and our poor meiqi, had to wait there for us for long.

anyway, we came out with:
1) convince all ppl queuing to get food at long john GV,
FASTER to get food! and we can queue at northpoint!
2) make fren with two army guy infront to help us buy!
faster! hahah!
3) i go become counter person, make orders for peiyun!
4) me and peiyun go kitchen cook and get only our own food.
5) best thing to do, peiyun punch me! then i faint,
say i too hungry! need food!
well, we'll get our food faster! yeahs!
6)etc, etc,

we really made used of the one hour to laugh! hahah!!!
i think my laughter's too loud,
the girl infront of me would be irritated.
cause i accidentally stepped onto her slipper.
and accidentally flipped her hair. OMG!
I M A STALKER! hahaha!
after not long, markobrian came!
he's clever! he saw the irritating queue,
and he went GV long john to pack food over! =]

we are oso worried about the old granny who worked in long john.
she banged into the glass panel while cleaning up trays.
i took the crew to talk to his incharge about the panels.
they should really put some posters or any coloured stickers.
to prevent accidents again and promote long john.
luckily, poor granny is fine! the impact is quite bad.
imagine wad happened if she faint.!

when i got home, afew started asking for supper!
no sorry, slimming in process!
bonne nuit!
bye

2008-12-12T22:32:00.002+08:00

hellos,
today's the last day of sch,
and here comes the holidays! woots!
after sch, rushed to training,
and had friendly match against jurong boys.
score 47-18, we targeted 50 but failed,
we will work hard ten times more!
anyway, after friendly, we went for run,
about 3.5km?? hahahh!! then ran to dad's shop.
to eat! omg! i'm like eating up my run!
tmr, morning 9-1pm training at tbas. =[
training for malaysia games. =[
after training, i think i m rushing for bvb =]
and night i must sleep early, and dun think i will blog.
sunday, i going malaysia!!!
would be back on tuesday!
good nitey bye! i will miss youU!

2008-12-11T23:32:00.005+08:00

MOMMY MADE A LIGHT FOR ME!
for me to glaze at my DIY light box
with my transpareny table! =]
anyway, i m damn slacked!
even though it's assessment week! omg!
i damn waste time,
like today, i waste time in sch sia,
i talked nonsense. dun wan do work,
disturb people and all,
watch people do work and me not doing.
i told myself that i can eat fried food and all right,
i broke promise, i ate cheese tofu for lunch.
and macdonalds' for dinner with you at nyp!!
oh my ohmy god!
in my previous post i said burger worst food,
canned soup worst food, fried food worst food right!
heheh, later i m drinking it! yeahs! hahah
i m boiling my soup now! hehehs.
fuck sia, like tat how i slim down sia!
i m feeling damn bad today,
i bullshit alot! i m gonna pray later after my soup!
before retribution stuck me! =p
and do my yewhock work for tmr!
now then i start sia! fuck sia!****
anyways, can someone tell me wad's
LMAO?!?!~!!! i m like dumb pls!

2008-12-10T22:54:00.001+08:00

tuesday..
i was very worried about herman's ipod.
but luckily,
i managed to bullshit around.
get cdroom done and mount it.
anyways, our Mr H(heage) is very sweet!!
he made us christmas cards!!
hahah, howie must be damn happy! hahah
Mr kwok pulled forward our lesson to JK's lesson,
but he didnt come, or rather say he ABSENT!?!?
we waited for like 45 mins!
15 min later consider ABSENT!
hahaha that's wad lecturers said!
i think he forgot about the push forward thingy,
he really old already la..
millionaire wad.. wadever only.. oOps!**
so actually we ended school around 12pm? =]
we girls went to sunshine plaza to get our ppt printed.
wah, i dun like the uncle, no attitude.
i wont go to tat shop again!
long john with girls, had my din at tpy before training.
saw theresa at tpy, my first time seeing her alone eating.
training was quite ok okay,
like every training i said my skills drop,
it's true till now, i dunno how i gonna play for malaysia games.
i m so weak! my god! i must go for run! and train!!!
who wanna go run with me??
yesterday's day was quite tired for me,
reach home, i did real nothing and just sleep,
i think i reached home around 1230am?
even with my dad's fetching, it's like omg!
anyway today i saw Mr Jin and boyfren!keke!
I M MOODY TODAY.(stan and ann knew)
YOU SPOILED MY DAY!

2008-12-08T23:09:00.002+08:00

i start to stress now,
tmr herman ipod handin dateline..
i havent print..
i havent mount..
i havent buy disc to copy document...
siao liao la!
i m slacking too much!
my weekends.. hais..
too slack le.. i scare sia.
anyway i really enjoy my weekend!
ahhaha!! cooking pasta!! yeahs!
tmr morning going sch early to do!
good nitey i m turning in.
you too! bye!

2008-12-06T16:26:00.002+08:00

LISTEN UP PEOPLE!!
let's talk about the top 10 worst food! =p
let's start from number #10!

#10- FRIED CATFISH (filets)
no better than salmon!!
white flour no good!
no nutrients! lots calories!
lot lot fats!

#9CANNED SOUPS
contains..
high sodium, msg,
preservatives,tran fats,etc
one cup of soup, 120mg!
u will eat more than one!
avg human need-240mg of max a day!

#8 BACON
is fried, salty, fat,
2 stripes of bacon- 120kl, 100g fat
contains..
nitrate, nitrite,etc.
cause cancers!

#7HAMBURGERS
cheeseburger- 1010kl, 71g fat, 50mg sodium, 12g sugar
avg human need- 1200 kl a day
exceed already!!! only one meal know!!

#6 CHOCOLATE SNICKERS
contains...
high fats, tran fats, sugar, calories,etc.

#5 CLASSIC POTATO CHIPS
u won stop eating!
addictive!
contains..
fats, calories, sodium,etc.
cause cancers!
process to max!
loaded with preservatives!

#4 HOT DOGS AND LUNCHMEAT
from unknown parts of pork and beef!
contains...
high sodium ,nitrate and nitrite,etc.
influences cancers.
67% of getting cancers!

#3 FRENCH FRIES
cut potatoes is better than frozen.
but both worst!
caused cancer!
replace it for more nutrients food!

#DONUTS
contains...
colouring, high fats, high calories,etc.
1donut, 300kl, 19 fats.
u wont eat only one i bet!

TOP WORST FOOD!!

#1soft drinks.
contains..
lots of sugar cause feeling of fullness.
preservatives, high sodium
very high calories!,etc.
it's like sucking sugar!OMG*

if u eat better, u will feel better! =]

not yet finish!

SOY is not good!
AVOID!
it stops your digestive system,etc!

and..

apples and pears!
good for:
digestion, immune sytem, overall body
vitamins + minerals

yogurts!
good for digestion, intestines, stomach ,cholesterol

tomaoes!
good for hydration, blood, immune system and liver inflammation

oats!
goof for digestion, mood, blood, sugar, anemia(iron)
evens estrogen

sunflower seeds!
good for the celld, blood, skin, wounds, digestive system and prostate.

tat's all for today!
i m also reflectin it on myself, plumpy!

hellos i m sway today!

2008-12-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

i cant believe i m so sway today!
got a shock injury in 30 sec,
almost fall when walking,
was thumbed by a thumbnail!!!
the whole nail when into my foot.!
tat's when i didnt know the nail's on the floor!
and i stepped on it! jezzz!
the worst thing, i msg the wrong person!
saying wrong things to wrong ppl! OMG,
i gonna get slaughter in my nyp days,
tell my loved ones i love them!!
bless me pls, =]

2008-12-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

hellos, cant believe i woke up so so early,
like around 6am??!!
tat's because i fell asleep last night!!
and not doing chevady 's work!
i m gonna be real dead!
anyway i m rushing now!
yeaterday i was so tired after training!!
it's not training tat made it,
it's maybe school stressed??!!
bye off to sch!

2008-11-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

i feeling so shit now,
i really dunno wad can be cure!
i just accidentally ate a cockle
and the smell just stuck in my mouth!
i had listerine already though!
wad the fuck!!! F!!!F!!
just finish beachvolleyball,
i cant play now, i decreased alot alot!
somebody help me pls!!
why m i decreasing!!!
on my way home, i bought mee sua with cockle,
which end me like shit now!
i m going home to rush for homework,
because tmr i need to help mr lim for duty.
wad the fuck, he should have called me earlier,
like two days before and not one day before.
i gotta go wash my mouth!! and do work!!
but i dun understand why m i blogging now!
omg~ fuck, my mouth,! i taste it every moment!
fuck it! fuck fuck fuck!!! aaarrrgggghhh!!!!
fuck bye

2008-11-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TO MYSELF,

FELICIA, ENJING, BENJIAMIN!

26 NOVEMBER KIDS!

thank youu! to those who wished me, celebrated with me,

especially firstly,

▪ to mummie!

who hatch me out!
celebrated my brithday with treats!

and bought me a pair of pants!

▪ to aunt lilian!

give me ang paos!

to apple orange!

who gave me oakley sunglasses,

and a ROXY tshirt! yeah*)

▪ to qiurong,

sakae with you!

THE MINNIE MOUSE CUP!

hahahah!! laugh*

revenge time!

▪ to kenneth, jazlyn and siping

TAMAGOTCHI!

and anna sui flight of fancy!

▪ to joanna and lincoln,

body shop bath set,

victoria secret lotion!

▪ to kelvin

ipod shuffle!

▪ to tchoukball teamate especially brucey!

bought my fav, tiramisu cake!

▪ to volleyball clique!!

celebrated me with cake and jalan kayu!

▪ to cousins!

who wanted to celebrate birthday with me!!

especially charmaine, ck, shalyn, kent, mason!

▪ to nyp mates and cliques=]

▪ to those who wished me in my testimonials,

email, facebook, and smses

especially peiyun, lingling, ama, zaini, sampro,
willywee, hantian, xiaopang, benny,

cally, meiqi, shaokun, etc etc etc!

so many!

yes yes, i will mention all of your names~

hahahha!!

i always thought this year's birthday is gonna be boring,

because it's schoolday as all the while,

it's a holiday.

but i made full use of it! =]

i enjoyed!

thank you guys! =]

loves!

anyway,

i really

hurt

my wrist

during

tuesday

training.

chill,

i m fine.

2008-11-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

it's a fresh monday,

realised that i spend quite a sum on cabs,

driving myself to school on time,

although normally i will still be late.

just that i m earlier than last lesson!!

after all, i didnt do a good presentation today,

or rather i never had.

well, gonna work real hard to improve my slide then.

today ransome released 330pm,

visit daddy, ate special recipe food invented by me.

went to sumo house, eat again! =p

OMG, getting fatter!!

lucky i meet you today, if not tmr cant meet you,

thought of meeting you tmr,

but i got training, =[ sians.

tmr would be a sad count down for me,

but i m hapy for wad you've got for me!

i hope my christmas countdown is fun!! =]

i m gonna cut my nails now for tmr training!

BYES!

did anyone told you your eye are beautiful?

did anyone told you your smiles are cute?

asked:

did anyone told you that you are cute??

2008-11-23T22:49:00.003+08:00

happy grandparents day to every grandparents!

how i wish next time i m like tat.

holding hands with my old man and stroll =]

that would be so nice and lovely!!

apple orange's back and neck got worst yesterday,

probably i m the one to be blame =]

i m sorry =] i knew you would say it's not me, =]

guilty sia me, and your leg, recover soon!!

after so many scratches i made,

my mosquito bites were actually sand flies.

it's my god itch! i applying cream like every moment!

anyways, today mommy treated my birthday lunch!

no matter wad's the treat, still a treat! =]

she bought me a new pants! =]

thank you mommy! =]

today's joke of the day that made me laugh!

the maid stole the owner's photo!

hahahahhah!!

i m gonna work hard to finish my projects!

i m just waiting for the final assesments to end!
peace OUT!

good night lovelys=]

2008-11-21T23:03:00.002+08:00

looking at you, winking at you,
peeping at you, smiling at you,
was fun and cool! =]
it made things so exciting in the middle of nowhere.
anyway, i really think tat i'm lucky because of you!
were sitting down stairs waiting for something,
i left my phone there without even knowing!
and we went for supper, after supper we came back,
i dun even realise it, it's like after 1h30min,
then we went back! lucky no one took it!
you're my lucky boy!

Sorry, i've alot of work to do,
i knew i would have scoldings from him,
had to make you cover for me,
thanks sweetheart! =]
you better take care of your back,
dun turn and reach too much!
put plaster! hope it recovers tmr! =]

i dunno wad would happen to me for typo lesson! =[
god bless~ =X

2008-11-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

I LOVES EVERY CHRISTMAS!
i love christmas song! oh my! =]=]
it's soon coming, yeah~ alina like it too!!
let's sing in class!! =]
i;ve got to finish alot of work by this week!!
OMG i cant believe, it's like wad nigel mentioned,
7 projects manageable, 8 projects kills.
1)yewhock colour painting
2)yewhock eye 4 pieces
3)yewhock 2 drawing
4)joonkiat A3 muscular man
5)joonkiat 120 frames of hands
6)soo cheng biennale work
7)muisiang faces
8)ransome powerpoint format encyco.
9)chevady packaging
10)herman project
i've got 10 of it, because i m slow,
i have thoughts of quiting photography,
but well rather a good chance of learning.
still under consideration. =]
albert away to a foreigner home for a month.
and i long time never ping piang with bruce le..
today i didnt go training,
i can say SCHOOL KILLS!
i felt guilty for not training too! haha
i went for run from 10 to 1130pm!!
around my house condo, and to my dad's shop.
say hi and ran back same route.
tat's kinda boring pathway...
came home and ate big carrot!
i got bitten by mosquitoes last sat!
till now, swell didnt went down, became red.
i scare i got dengue, =[=[
because i stay KHATIB! dengue place.
Nyway, i start to hate khatib!
had to climb the stupid overhead bridge to MRT.
so tiring, well, i m lazy.
i hope apple orange orangey is fine. =]
cheer up honey! =]

2008-11-15T01:28:00.003+08:00

hellos.

dental-ing was sick,

reciting and reciting about my teeth,

asked me to put rubber band.

i say i did, but still kanna.

accident happened to dr ang,

he is so so so slim now!=[ takecares*

went starbucks to do work,

went shopping,went movie - madagascar2!

funny sia the movie,

anyways, i didnt watch part1

went hard rock,

JIMMY ROCK BAND =]

potato skin power! can fight with margarets=]

but margarets' still best!

actually planning to go CK's nite at plush,

but i got communication breakdown!

my stupid phone! until now, haven activate!! fuck!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CK jie! loves you!

november, lots of ppl birthday!! =p

tmr's gonna be a sick day,

simon wedding, jingjing wedding.

CONGRATULATIONS!

and me, the poor referee =[

i havent finish doing my work!! OMG

i m so gonna finish them on sunday!

i m sleeping right now!

i m exhausted!

good nite sweeties.

2008-11-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

yeah you're back!

i love my advanced birthday present from you!

thank you sweetie!!

it's the priceless present ever.

i know things are complicated,

i try to accept that , no worries loves =]

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINCOLN!! =]

Love bears all things, believes all things,hopes all things, endures all things.

that's where my heart lands.

2008-11-12T01:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, when i was on my way back home,
tuning to my favourite radio station, 987fm,
here come a prank call for steven lim!
he's paying 5K for a girlfren! OMG!
DJ called and said, she's from taiwan,
had body odour, and a kid, divorced, etc.
and steven ask for picture and info before accepting!
he even said : " BODY ODOUR????!!!
i think you already failed my requirements. "
i was laughing my lungs out! WTF!
looking for girlfren and pay them? he gay?
these days, school work is really alot alot!
today's joon kiat drawing class stressed me up!
i really dunno how to draw angulated contour drawing!!
training today made me feel so down,
like i've drop skilled, i felt so sucked!
received a very advanced birthday present from kelvin,
he win me a ipodshuffle! so nice.
i never thought i would own one.=]
it's a prize he won for a singing competition!
he's really a good singer!
anyway, my daddy didnt pay phone bill for me,
so i cant call out to ppl, sorry =))
my teeth is aching! =[ because of the rubber band =[

2008-11-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

i miss blogging

but i cant!

i miss you

and i do!

2008-10-27T11:22:00.002+08:00

hello,
happy deepavali!
im feeling so pathetic!
im down with awful flu and coughing's haunting me.
my com has broken down.
my homework is packing me up.
i've no time for volleyball!=[
but, i m just waiting for tomoroow!
orange orange orange apple!

blahblahblah..

2008-10-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

i think in first place,

u shouldnt be calling me everyday!

and email me everyday!

now yesterday, u never contact me,

i've been waiting leh , =p

missing you~

so allow me to miss you more!! =p

today it's so bored at beach!

many vehicles, but little people!

i woke up late for beach,

like 2plus?? reached beach at 330pm.

all thanks to bird =p

i took bus and decide to flag a cab in km8,

hopping on to bird's car saved 30 min =]

visited my mom's place to din in after beach.

they went lush and i went home!

i m thinking of you, like so much!

now then i felt the "without you"

miss meeting you after sat beach

and dinning together!

took bus home while listening to my 987fm,

i sing my way home! enjoying myself with music!

and i saw this guy! chinese middle-aged

he's on his musicplayer, dancing~

while moving with his steps, he slippped!

like so paiseh la!!! i am just walking behind him!

then he act like nothing, =]

and i watched him from far after i walk my path,

he dance like really no one's there to see! =]

he's power!! cool! hahaha!!

back yesterday my sch was like 9-12pm only.

so i visited zaini at starbuck with my homework.

this particular time when i went to the toilet,

and this particular moment made my day so sucked!

guessed wad, i banged into the glass panel in the toilet!

""BAAANNNGGGG!!"" so loud!

then the japan food guy just came out and give me tat look!

so paiseh, i pretended like nothing happened,

but fucking pain sia~!!!

it really spoil my day pls, until now,

the lump is still there! and i felt a dent in my eye bone,

today, it swell even bigger, but lucky no colour!

im like the luohan fish now, but not balance =]

at tat point of time i really felt so shit and lost!

i dont know who to talked to!! hahahh!!!

2008-10-13T18:37:00.003+08:00

With your imaginations,
couldnt believe it with my eyes,
that i went beach for 2 continuous.
ended myself with no money on sat night.
attended rezal's southeast asia ship's performance.
applause to rezal, it's a weewooweets!*
realising, our coach will do a better job in coaching!
spending money on my hungry stomach.
having prata with my tchoukball teamates.
i planned to go st james!! since sch's starting monday!
but... think twice and thrice, no jocelyn!
next morning, was pestered to go beach,
i wanted shopping actually, my last freeday!
batik sarong made me ggggrrrhhh!!
but KM8's music tempted me not to leave beach!
afterall, sam-pro was a terrific!
he whacked us upside down!
with his powerful pool skills! SUMMER!~
i dont know why i like sweet bitter symphony!
but i just love it! it's been years!
ohmygod! i dunn wanna count time.
it made my old!! i m 17 still!!
today was the first day after i come back from holidays!
it's sucks, i dont wanna say this, but gggrrrhh! =p
i was rushing out for sch, i m lazy,
so didnt wear socks and just shoe!
in the end, now paining for blister!
how sad to know tat joon kiat still teaches us in sem2.
but added on with this pathetic calligraphy lect,
**that's wad ppl say!** i cant understand his eng!
anyway, random ransome was one of my new lect too.
when i see ppl taking out their braces,
i get JEALOUS , amelia!!! nick!!!
back on thursday, we out with 'the eye behind'
hahaha!!! djayabadi la.
bitchy left rong, kenneth and bro!
ahahah! i know i play bitch la,
i'll pay back a time for you guys okay!! =]
anyway, jap food was fun fun fun!
we gossip like fuck! laughters!
i still love you guys man!
cant believe our laughter scare the man behind??
and ken lee was part of the joke!! haha!
djayabadi ate fish and co.
and i wanna eat it now!!!!!
byes! i love you sweetie!=]
orange apple!

2008-10-09T02:07:00.002+08:00

the time now is 2:07am.

i just got my phone back.

had to wait for lincoln to come back from stjames.

today we went beach with lincoln and guys.

ange and ben were supposed to join us.

the released an areoplane and flew.

i blame myself for being careless.

left my poor phone in lincoln's pouch.

and rush to date with daddy for dinner.

lincoln picked up the call that i've being waiting!

how i wish i was there to hear it.

i'll call you tmr! at the same time where u called.

i'm sorry!! i'm sorry to those who called. =p

i dont know who to turn to.

2008-10-08T02:00:00.002+08:00

i dont know who to turn to.
it's left unplugged.

i'm stressed out totally!
i need someone special to destress me.
am i stressing myself too much?
or am i lifting too high standard to achieve?
maybe i really care too much wad ppl say to me.
or comment or even compliment about me.
wad if im the national squad for tchoukball.
but i m not the best player in the team!
why is tat so? i wanna know too!
Facts are telling me that i cant spike perfectly.
and sometimes or maybe 3/5 of the time,
i failed getting the ball spiked over recently.
it's because i m short. and cant jump high either.
i personally think that i have more confident in spiking.
but recent cases tell me tat i still have to listen to ppl.
turning myself into a libero player.
it's because i cant spike as well as others!
why not just let better player score the point?
so wad if im playing open spiker?
since after i missed getting ball over the first time,
ppl wouldnt wanna gimme the second chances
their perspective would be, PLAY SAFE.
it demoralised me totally.
i feel so loser!! =[

now i know who the privated call was from.

i should have pick it up in time!!

imissyounow!

now!

selamat hari raya!

2008-10-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

it's great being a 2nd position.
but it's better having the champion!
the last 4 minute spoilt everything.
corky people* you know who! =)
late yesterday, got myself a flu!! =[
anyway, selamat hari raya!!
shalyn, asked to sun tann at KM8.
lincoln and ben, BVB at KM8.
uncle john, V.Element at hougang sports hall.
sorry guys!
i've date!! =] hahaha!
thanks! i had wonderful treats! =]
house bunny was nice! power girl show!
follow by a cool scroll in the day time!
first time, first person who brought me up there!
so cool, watching ppl play frisbee,
watch little kids brought up the tree by parents,
watched monkeys ransacking the dustbin!
and pink and purple sky..
anyway.. i saw your PM!
email me more pls,
it would be a distance later on.
hope you recover soon!
nice of you spending your sweet hari raya,
with me! =]
let's watch tomb raider together! =]
good day!

2008-09-26T23:20:00.005+08:00

This 2 months holiday,

i;ve been suffering for 3 weeks!

fever, cough, headache visited me.

even with fever, i still go tanning!

i felt so shit! but it'ss fun!

although davey warned me at times.

after like a year, finally.

i met my hottie benny!

since seondary school, he abandoned me.

to make his new fren ADAM KHOO. hahah!

everyday play game together! joking la!

bitch sia me! hhah!

stupid benny,

until now then i know the shop thingy!

he scare ppl disturb sia~

we went to the woo-loo starbucks at suntec.

nobodya~ =]

EMO BENNY!~

long sia the hair!
it's oso fun going tanning with diff ppl.

especially the special someone,

i enjoyed being there with yoU!

i think it will be the first and last time,

dun think you will have the time anymore.

but i know it tire you out after work.

it's my first time playing bvb with u too!

pray hard for the next time!

out with little linglinglonglong so fun! =]

get to chat with this too friendly guy, kelvin.

linglinglonglong and me were chatting in the water,

this guy swam around us and chatted with us,

he dun looked old! but he is! SIM guy, triathtle.

we camwhore as usual~ not much actually.

after tanning, invited linglinglonglong and peiyun to my house

STEAMBOAT with my family! =]

peiyun tagged with us later on after her yoga.

at NEWYORKPIZZA, the scary thingy came about.

RATS RATS RATS! plenty! full of! many! huge! long!

goodness! stop it! i regret welocming myself to khatib.

i m scare! =[

THe Lingling and longlong

Jason came along,

delivery peiyun's new camera!

she became happy girl of the day!

As we did really nothing,

we changed afew places,

ended up at macdonaldss.

joke around with this zaid brother.

NAMED JOHNNY

hahah! fake name la. asshole name.

and the 4T1 guy, saying he's express!

bullshit!

funny night!

it's oso been great welcoming myself to khatib!

really it is, tiring job!

ABC became sheng shiong at 848.

and there's no more 24/7 thingy

that's difficult for us, whenever we overnight!

ANYWAY, tmr morning.

funny things will appear.

meeting brucey down to national library.

we having a competition tchoukball there.

i really wonder how it is held.

women's event tmr, sunday's mens.

i bet i cant go on sunday to watch, sorry.

my team would be Too koo ball?

with melissalim, aiqin and 3 KCP girls.

i dunno wad would happen tmr!

pray hard man~

was a alone today,

when back to school to settle some stupid stuff.

felt like eating macs there , buts...

when to national library,

borrowed a cool history book!

returned my dream house.

my library debts 14 bucks!

IDK how did i got that!

watched MOMMA MIA with cat,

it's like NICE!!! =]

i cant wait to meet you up!

2008-09-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

JOCELYN
IS

MC!

2008-09-12T00:49:00.006+08:00

just as i mentioned,
met brucey, xiong and frens,
went to bishan for bvb,
and visited brother alan!
had refreshing surpleey!
it's so power drink to me after bvb!
they went for mens training.
and i;ve to go home~
had crave for laksa,
met leo for dinner,
so went coffee shop to din.
laksa sold out! =[
saw mason and his mom.
got home and start chatting with this
WILLY WEE!
complaining that i dun know him
after 8 years!
we're neighbours for 8 years!
cant imagine~
we shared the same pri and sec schs!
he dun even know his neighbouring aunties~
326 1st floor aunties are K-POs~!
chatted about childhoods~
played soccer and he never see me be4!
wad the hell la! block catching~
and he insisted that i m the one who
ransacked his shoe racks! wtf! not me la!

introducing 326 ayer batu! ICY BARS!
12 floor, turn right, last apartment.
white gates, white door,
it's malay family!
alot of flavours, 1 for 20cents!
i will always buy it be4 i go sch! hahahs!

i praised him for his well-groom bike!
look out for his bike, new updates!

BRIYANI IS SO SWEET!
but i felt paiseh too.
if i really not enough money,
i will ask from dad for more de.
it's just tat, i wanna be more thrifty,
tat's when i start to hide my money.
he knows tat i;ve little money,
so he give me 10 bucks!!
hhahhaha! like so sweet!
dun wan me eat maggie mee~
he did that when i didnt notice!
secretive fellow!
next time dun do tat okay!
i'll do tat to you if u do!

i've just realised,
all those tchoukballers who got online.
very holy!~~~~
their NICK and PM.
all lord, god, prayers, etc.
SO HOLY~~~

anyway,
MY CHINESE SUCKS!

2008-09-11T01:48:00.002+08:00

today,
actually wanna go tanning,
but ended up playing bvb.
at the bishan open court.
with lincoln, leon, leo and steven.
saw this jinling's hmmm..
and melvin from KA.
tmr i m going with brucey
same place, but abit embarrassing,
cos today we didnt play well.
i think alot ahbeng leh! =[
catholic high ppl alot!
i've alot uclers at lower lips! =[
after dessert at 925,
again VB at woodlands!
wah, schedule so challanging~
but i went there for an hour,
and left to meet you!
i will miss you when you're away!
get well soon!
health comes first,
take care okay!!!
received 8 missed calls from leon!!
bad things happened, hais.
damn the cupid! F him!
cheer up! =]
meeting brucey tmr!
we the TCHOUKers plus BVBers~
after so much, i think i like mini cooper!
madza i still love, buts.
i dun have ability to get that yet,
licences have the right!
wah, now i've come to the saving period.
like fasting month~ hahah!
left with the last 20 bucks(notes)
for the entire week!
i believe i still can survive,
lucky we bought the delicious maggi mee
for indonesia~ nice~ sedap~
i think i should play more vb,
play badminton outside house,
and swimming~
or maybe watch gossip girls*~
to keep myself occupied
and not spend a single cent!
that's my target of the week!~

BYES!
GOOD NITEY!

2008-09-08T01:52:00.006+08:00

WELCOME ME TO INDONESIAN BATAM!

it's my first time to batam.

it's cool alrighty!

the beach, clean and clear water.

there's beach court with nice sand.

but lousy net, like badminton.

The three brother's family;

kent, mason, sean (S,M,L)

and their parents,

including aunt and me!
the whole famliee for batam!

COUSINS ROCK THE FAMILEE!

enjoyments~

THE COOLNESS IN THIS!

SEAN enjoyed this trip!

i like the place!

nice place to relax and destress~

ARTY FARTY~

THIS IS BATAM BEACH!

KENT AND MASON!

this parrot ONLY says HELLO!

this pants is called MUSHROOM!
cool yeah?

I WANNA SWIM AND SUN TANN!!

SO SWEET~

SO OLD SCHOOL!

MASON

AGAINST

KENT

WE EVEN HAD SPA AND MASSAGE

a package, with body scrub,

body massage, body bath,

facial massage, foot massage,etc.

the view from the massage area it's very nice!

i'm glad that we enjoyed ourselves!

i wanna come with my future love~ hehes*